The old white car puttered on up from
the distance into sight, spouting smog from out the muffler's
gutterbreath in blankets. A scattered dozen so of mourners leaned on
out from deep within their auto's shells parked all along the side of
curb, popping buckles out and letting fly their belts on into
catacombs in waiting. Old men, tired women, girls with hair all
loosed and let to twirling in that breeze of evening. Young bucks,
slackjawed leanwall kids with bearded necks and twitchy fingers,
navyslacked and yawning and pressed on out and through the growing
crowded throng all eyehushed jaundiced sad and dripping sorrow:
greyhaired fathers uncles brothers cousins daughters sisters mothers
aunts and wives: and all and all the lot all eyehushed sad and all
and even if they showed it not they were. The line of gathered
started making East and for the church all masked up light in
clatterchat and chucklefuck, some shit facade of being just okay the
lot of them, and speaking all of holiday in summer sun and billowing
of curtains some old season 'round the heads of some old youngsters,
and they caught up got and lost and stuck up in those curtains and
the youngsters couldn't ever wriggle out. Just stuck there like the
ocean when you're under there without a breath in heaving for the air
out open, they were there. But loose they came and spilling down
along the heads of youngsters all the curtainstream and wrought rod
with it, fast and down like hammerfall the rod along their heads and
out they screamed and said the old man never let the curtain fall, he
said. Never let it fall but kids got twisted up and lost and stuck
and only when the hammer falls does freedom come, he said. You'll let
those curtains billow up around you and you'll soon be nothing but
'em till the hammer falls. And said and all as firstrain strikes at
twilight 'long the crawl, laying soft like pillowdown along the
mayearth nowdry and the heads now soon undry in grief, the relic
plastered crawl of mourners gathered for the funeral in clatterchat,
whispering in ear and ear a hush of rushing dirty evil secrets. The
old white car in putter drew up clear and smooth along the curbside,
belching quakelike into rest. The man stepped out with lacquered
shoes and hair all pomade slick, golden bucklebelt and tailored
jeans, some age-old leather vest and hat in hand he walked off toward
the church. The underfoot then just a hush of sog in layered strata
through the growing sooted muck, he pattered on and slogged up
through on to the edge of rolling underhill. He pressed on and
through the muddy stuckup back-ground 'till he reached swift with a
step the church's sidedoor, just a heave up trio-ed bricksteps and he
stuck the key in swiftlock, turning open wide the door and stepping
on inside for shelter from the tempest then in brew. Warm inside and
like the heat of lucky summer, thought he then. That shelter only's
there when one ain't got his eyes out for it. Only there before the
storm and in it's eye. That you'd be up there spinning with the
dandered brush like pinwheels in the sky, and fly on up past Babel,
up past day and evil night. Where eyes won't look. Where eyes that
look won't see. Where devil's eyes can't keep they evil sights set
right on me. Let the tempest never come.
Saturday, May 12, 2012
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